I Will Stop Now or Else...

I think, I will just have to stop my writings now.

I have been glued here on my chair for almost the whole day already and ironically, I am already feeling "fatigued."

I guess, I am just making most of my time doing all these writing and reading stuffs for come June things will not be the same again. With regard to how I use my time, that is.

Tomorrow is going to be just another day. Another day to be with those people who I am going to spend a significant amount of my time with for the coming months. I guess, though I have some troubling thoughts in my mind as to how this school year would turn out, still I will have to keep in my mind the same mettle and positive, free and happy spirit that I had last year. In fact, I always have it within me only I tend to forget sometimes.

I will adjust again to another set of people. As in again. And I have noticed that these past three years of my life, I have been so constantly exposed to "adjustment periods." I hope this would stop soon.

I still have lots of idea coming in my mind that I need to let out. I will study and write and do better with my crafts. I have started "vocalizing" in the restroom again so as not for me to lose my knack for music. Of course, I read on a daily basis and later I have a tete-a-tete with John Steinbeck. Before I start my winning moments with Jane Austen and Lucy Montgomery again.

I really love books and reading. Of course, one cannot exist without the other. I have a dream. A dream not as profound as Mr. King's but useful in my own little way. I will have my own library and a very intelligent and smart collection of books. I just love them so much. Even the sensation of paper as I run my fingers on one never fails to excite me. And the scent. I have always loved the scent of a bookstore, be it a first hand or second hand one.

Given the space of our house right now, I cannot do a Maria Ressa or Fidel Ramos as regards my own library nook. But in time. When I have my own house. I will have a special place built there just for that sublime and noble purpose.

Anyway, enough of my chatters now. By the way, if you think I already forgot my love for photography, you're dead wrong. I am still in love with pictures though I must delay my gratification for that another special passion of mine. I will still have to save for a good camera though not yet a DSLR. It is expensive and given the undertakings I will have next year, owning one is not yet in my agenda in a year or two's time.

Halt now, my mind! I still have chores to do and I feel hot because of our searing summer season. I will move now!!!

Bye!!!