My Day Today

I went to church with my family. I saw my crush there, my sister saw hers but she was luckier than me. Her crush knows her by name, mine does not even know that I exist. Or if he does, he does not care.
Anyway, that's life. I just looked at and semi-stared at him from a distance. That guy is quite old already and I could almost see his "balding" spot. But he is still cute and yes, intelligent.
He is a doctor. Before, my limerance was for a crazy wannabe lawyer and now my eyes have riveted to that doctor.
Still, both of them seem like my impossible dreams.
The lawyer has his girlfriend now and the doctor, well he belongs to a different world.I guess, I could only admire and crush on him from a distance.
Enough of my ever fruitless lovelife. My mother and I went to Riverbanks and I felt happy. I was able to go there again after more than a year. It always feels so nice to go back there and just feel that "old" place. I missed it so much. The whole Marikina and yes, San Mateo. Next Saturday is our high school reunion and I am not missing it for the world.
I had fun today though when I got home, I was really sleepy and tired. The wandering has taken its toll on me. But it was worth it. It gave me that "homey" feeling though it's not my home anymore. I just missed that place so much. That is.
Tomorrow is going to be another day. I will be productive and do lots of stuffs. I hate cramming now though at times it helps me become more alive, alert,awake and enthusiastic. But it is always still better being prepared and ready when doing things. I will smile tomorrow, be positive and keep this happy and free spirit within me...(^^,)