Challenged and Pressured Now

Last semester, I slacked down big time because the professor that we had was not that motivating.

Now, I am facing another challenging semester. This time, I need to study and read a lot. I am now questioning my decision to stay in that major. In that course. I had plans to shift from Early Childhood Education to Literature but I buckled for I thought of the time already spent and probably would be wasted if I did not push through. Now I am already starting to feel the weight of that decision.

My major is good, helpful for me in fact but honestly this is really challenging for with the way things go right now, there might be this possibility that I might be absent from work just to do my research outside Cavite. I am praying that it won't happen and will still continue doing so.

Maybe, now is the time for me to really put my focus and energy into something deeper and more meaningful in my life. Now is the time that I should be asking myself what are my real priorities and the lasting effects my decisions now and the would-be ones will create.

I am praying that I don't have to absent anymore. I can give more time but to absent from work will be my last resort. Yet, I am already open to that option but I will still pray that it will not happen. By God's grace, it will not. I am counting on to God regarding this.