It Still Hurts

It still hurts. I still bleed deep inside my heart.

I miss him even if he's the most inappropriate person in the world for me. Even if he's the worst person in the world. I still miss him. I miss him. So much I would explode.

He is not the one for me...He is not the one. I did the right thing, I know.

But doing the right thing hurts. It hurts too much, I feel this restlessness inside me.

It is not easy to live like this. But this is the right thing to do.

I have been trying to keep myself busy. But I still think about him. I can't understand myself. Something's really wrong. I know there is.

God, please help me. I want to cry. I want to cry.