Better This Way

I went to the library again. I saw him and yes, we had our time talking with each other even for just a short time. I guess, it is just better if I will just treat him as my friend and brother for I found myself feeling more comfortable with that.

I guess, I should not run away anymore and treat him just like my friend. I will just be kind to him and treat him just like the others. My soul felt comfort with that. It is better that way.

I guess, I should really cease looking at men as my prospect boyfriend and husband. I should just look at them and treat them as people who need to be loved and to be treated nicely. I will just be kind without involving my feelings and emotions anymore. I just feel more comfortable if I will just condition my mind that they are just friends and brother material, no more, no less.

I am happy for this change in me. Though I should not be so complacent about it. For I might be deceived again by the enemy. I will just treat the men around me like my brothers and my friends and look at them the way God wants me to.


I will just cultivate my spirit. My lovely and beautiful spirit that God has given me. I will always remember how the Proverbs 31 woman acts. I will apply that into my life.

He will be my friend. Only that. No more, no less. It is better, just better this way.