Emotional Rollercoaster

I learned many things today. I am tired. It was such an emotional roller coaster ride. I am tired of it. Very tired. It was a mind opener. I am not sad. Only I was given a way out. I am tired. I am not going to feel any insecurity anymore. I will become more confident of myself and will love myself more for this is who I am and made of. I think it would be better to just let that person go. How do I feel each time something happens that involves him? I feel this up and downs of emotions. There is no security. Only insecurity. I deserve better than this. I deserve better than made to feel like I am just a second fiddle. My heart and life and love are too precious to be trampled on. And they are to be given to that someone who really deserves them fully. Lord, I need Your guidance and Your protection now. Help me. Help me. Help me to be stronger to deal with this tempest. Something's coming up and I know I cannot do it all alone. I cannot do it without You. Help me. Help me not to put my heart above my head. Help me to become wiser, stronger and more patient especially as regards my faith. Thank You very much.