Uncomplicated

I am not complicated. I am not. I know that. I just don't like something when I am making it so. That's all. Many people have been telling me that I am so complicated. I make things complicated. No. I think I am just trying to find a way out. Way out of something that I know will not get me anywhere and something I know I don't want to be in the first place. No, I am just a simple girl. The yes-no type. I am more into dichotomous response. Everything should be black or white for me. No gray areas. Everything clear. Someone I liked in the past told me I was complicated. No, it's just that my feelings for him would get me nowhere. Someone who I thought I liked and really likes me told me last night that I was complicated. No, it's just that I don't feel like being with him that's all. Maybe, I just did not want to hurt anyone's feelings. So I tried to be politically correct as much as possible. Yet, when doing so I am being tagged as someone who has such a topsy-turvy mind. All I want is someone who can stimulate me. Someone who can be my partner in life. Someone who can really be my partner. Someone who is stable, someone who has a clear vision for himself. No, he does not have to so rich nor handsome. Not that kind. He only has to have God in his heart and he has to be stable in all aspects of his life because he will me and we'll have our children when we are together. I am not complicated. I just know what I want in life and I am going to stick to it.