Save This Heart

This is my plea right now. He came back. He found me again. And I am afraid that I will get hurt again just like before. I know I have such deep feelings for him and I am really praying for someone to save my heart from falling for him again. Yes, I fell for him. And yes, even after two months of losing touch there he was again and he was being a bit more attentive than before. I hate him. I hate him so much for making me suffer like this. My heart is really crying right now. Because I thought I did not have any feelings for him anymore until that day he texted telling me that he searched for my number. I don't know. All I know is that old wounds are being opened again. I am still in love with him. It really saddens me a lot. I had to change my number again. I don't want to go through the same pain again. No, not anymore. God, please send someone, somebody who will same my heart to keep from falling for him again.