This Could Be...

I remember him again.

A part of me still holds on to him but it is only my feelings. My emotions. I don't want this feeling to put me down again.

I still want to see him? For what? For another heartbreak? For another misery? No way. I cannot compromise anymore. I cannot take my faith and obedience to God for granted. He has other plans for me. I only need to be more faithful.

This feeling is just deceiving me. The enemy is attacking my emotions again. I am sad but I have to ward off this feeling. Really, I do.

My friends around me cannot define the way I live my life. No compromises anymore. This is just a deception. I am under attack so by God's grace and protection, I will just stay under His wings.