After The Tempest

The tempest is almost over...Well, almost.

He left yesterday. He texted me informing he was already on board. I did not reply anymore. It was like surrendering everything to God already.

God. I think I have neglected my relationship with Him all because I was so lost and was so into that person. I was so ecstatic, I was in a haze that I lost my balance completely. This week I had been so harassed by none other than myself. I thought about a lot of things, I was so paranoid, I did not think objectively. It was like the rational and sensible Blessy in me just suddenly disappeared.

Maybe, I thought everything was magical. Everything was good. He was just too good. Well, almost.

I don't know. Yet, I am still thankful that I met him. For meeting him showed me many things about myself. All my immaturity, my insecurities showed. Now, I know what to change in me. By God's grace.

I will just be good. I will be the best person that I can be. Losing him will not stop me from doing what I have started. I will just go on. And wait on what God will do next.

I will be still and know He is God. I will not worry anymore. I will just improve myself, I will focus on my studies, my job and the people I have with me right now. If God has someone in store for me, or if He preparing that person to be worthy of me, His princess then so be it. I will just be good. No, the best.