Uncomfortable....

I am having this uncomfortable feeling.

Feeling of being rejected, tired and just plain...jaded.

I don't know. Yesterday he was okay but then I lost him again. It's as if I don't have any space in his life. Well, what can I expect we have just met and the little time that he has staying here has been used to anything but me.

While in my case, I have lost my equilibrium already. Yet, in reality the fault will just fall on me. I have been the assuming, thinking that things were going well between us.

I have realized that I cannot tolerate a person who has no time for me. Who does not even think about me at times.

I have low tolerance for this.

I am tired.

I wish he would just fly away and not say goodbye to me anymore.

I just want to be left alone, on my own and yes be found by the one who will give me value and time.

Since the day that we met, I have always wanted to see him and spend some time with him to get to know him but nothing happened. Nothing. I guess, all I need to do is to simply let go.

Just let go.

I am tired. I don't like the way I feel right now. Really, I don't.