On The Way To Become Better

I am missing him.

I was so busy for the whole day that there were times I did not think about him. But somehow, thoughts of him still found their way into my consciousness.

I miss. A lot. But I have to control the urge to text him and to talk with him. I will just leave everything to God. I will just pray. But I was thinking about him. If only I could get him off my mind.

Sometimes, I wish that the "one" God will give me would finally come my way. Now. As in now. I am not really feeling well. He is still in my mind.

Yet, this is understandable for this is just relatively new. He just left last Saturday so my dilemma is forgivable. But after six months if I am still like this, then this is really something serious.

I will still pray to God. May He guide me and continuously be with me as I go through this ordeal. I know, in time I will be okay. I will be fine.

I will just pray for him and pray for myself too.