Right now, I am having the urge to text him.
But this has to stop. And I have to control myself because I will be the one at the losing end.
Maybe, I just got so excited that looking back, I want to laugh hysterically with my exaggerated reaction. He only texted me and asked about me but I thought of him as my groom someday. I equated his messages as his marriage proposal already. Funny, isn't it?
I guess, I really have to get over this and even outgrow this tendency of mine to interpret on my own guys' actions towards me. For if it were just an ordinary guy who I don't have any feelings for, then his messages will just be ordinary and will not mean anything to me.
Now, in order for me to not feed my emotions and feelings for him, I will stop and really control and seriously hold the reigns tightly especially when I seemingly miss him and want to talk to him. It is as if he can do something for me too.
Anyway, I saw someone so cute today but I will just focus on God for now so that I will really know the way to go in my life.
her majesty's thoughts on what's happening around this realm called "life"
Haha naku, ganyan din ako.
ReplyDeletePero try this. Ginawa ko ito kay vaklush. Tawag ko dito, Self Preservation Campaign. Don't text him--basta dapat HINDI ikaw yung nag initiate. Pwede mong reply-an. BUT NOT IMMEDIATELY AFTER you receive his text.Treat the message as if it was any other message na wala wala lang. Hope that helps. :)