Letting Go...As In

Maybe, he is not really meant for me. Probably because the nature of his job and even his personality will never match mine.

As much as I wanted to enter his world, it's like there's this forbidden door that I could never enter. This door that probably God already closed and fool that I was, I was still trying to open.

I don't know. But I am opening myself up to other possibilities. He will just be one of the choices not really the choice.

I just hope he will have a good life and yes, I will still pray that he'll be able to encounter God and have a good relationship with Him. And I will also pray for my partner in life whom I can have a glorifying to God relationship with.

I will still pray and will be more faithful. Maybe, he was just out there somewhere and we are still yet to meet. (^^,)