Found You Once More

I thought I already lost this blog site of mine. Upon checking, the last entry that I made was in 2013 roughly three years ago. Three years have passed and there have been things that changed already. Like now as I write this, I am already a mother with a precocious, smart and active little boy. The joy of my life, my beloved baby. Then I am still married though we have our share of ups and downs we still stick with each other. Then of course my job. Yes, my job.

Three years ago, when I wrote the last entry it was all about moving forward, of leaving this school. But because I had my child and some other things like financial matters I am still here. My batch mates, they are already gone I do not have many friends around here anymore. Worst, I became a part of that blasted middle management which is actually like a purgatory; middle road between death and the afterlife. I really cannot fit in their group, being with those people resembles hell everyday. But I need to get on, to just live like a stone among them in order for me to not feel anything when they try to slight my sensibilities. But surely, I hate being with them, to mingle with them, I really detest their guts.

I am already so negative here but this is the only way that I can let out how I feel towards those people who talk senselessly everyday. Heaven forbid me but I just cannot stand them but I have to. So I need to become stronger and wiser everyday.

This is indeed a very trying time for me...